Catch myself
over thinking the large details, so I am left at
a stand-off with the small details, not wanting
to start or move forward with the micro
attention that I like to do, because I have
created the brain traffic jam. I have just made
myself a crossing guard and I have fixed the
traffic jam for now. I know what must be
animated and how I will do it- Need to continue
story boarding, and begin work on a small
external project I have taken under my wing .
That will be fun, I am certain. Just to escape
the focus Lately, which is growing wearisome on
my mind. It just weighs heavily- I am not sick
of it. The weight of the infant idea , sometimes
there is growing pains with the idea. Other
times it is seamless
It snowed a lot
last night, and today- over 1 foot. Maybe 1.5
feet. I saw a kid about 4 or 5 trying to
conquer the relatively enormous snowdrifts. He
was drowning in that snow pile. I have faded
memories of being somewhere close to his age-
looking over the threshold of snow that
surrounded me almost completely- similar to what
that kid experienced earlier today, I bet
I wonder if he
will remember this day and this snow as I
remember the snow memory in my head. And if a
person saw me that day when I was a child- Do
they remember it? Most likely not.
This reminds me
of the idea I have where when you die- you get
to sit in a movie theater and watch a slideshow
of all of the pictures and videos where you are
the unwilling and unknowing participant. Like
being in the background of a vacation photo.
That would be a completely strange experience, I
am sure
Top pick Emo
album edition:
New 1
creative devotion, channeled through bizarre and
questionable modes of transport
that is what i like and what I love
me an you are gona make tsunami;s if we can say
hello to fear and walk on By
if not, we will remain static and unborn
does the two thousand and ten creative individual
dream of working for Warner Brothers, vs. Machinima?
Dreamworks, vs. Failblog?
I cannot say
In two thousand in ten, I was 15 years old and I was
in love with digital video
Now i want to make big pictures and i dont care
I love digital resolution (big and small)
12/12/2020
**alrite this is next chapter of the blog page so
welcome to the new 1. it will be just as nice if not
nicer. the old blog html was fucked up beyond sanity
